Tried to flashHELP phone has 4 exclamations when rebooted or turned off and on

Please help, I tried to install and it failed, so I did a fastboot oem boot and now the phone works, but I cannot enter recovery, is there anything I can do. I am at a loss, whenever I restart the phone, I have to fastboot oem boot or it will stay stuck in 4 exclamations

I flashed the lboot from that zipfile available at , but now I also cannot enter boot loader.